Dear Emy, thank you so much for taking the time to read through my blog post and also for sharing parts of your experience with me. That 1° degree conjunction is very tight which I also believe exacerbates the energy even more... so it makes sense as to why you felt this so deeply & also part of your personality. Whilst Plutonic synastry never truly leaves us the same, I do hope that you are able to find ways of healing from these experiences in your own terms.