Dear Shannon J,
Firstly, I would like to thank you for taking the time to read this post. I am a firm believer that we across the information we need at the right time & I would like you to know that you are not alone.
Saturn squaring the midheaven is a challenging aspect to go through, but I truly believe that once you find the inner strength to surrender the plans/desires/wishes you have pertaining to your 10H, the answers will come to you.
As Saturn rules time & Pisces rules faith believing beyond the physical perhaps you are being asked to not give up on those 10H aspirations. Instead, you may be asked to take the slow and steady approach and continue planting the seeds even when you aren’t able to see the results immediately.
I hope these words resonate with you and encourage on your journey.